My Diary October 2014 onwards

Win

To win, you need to

beat yourself

and it is no use

beating about the bush

so there I was

facing the rock

and there was

my body

beating the rock

and  because

I conquered

I left it

rather gently

I looked

into the mirror

and did not find

internal beauty

and replaced

the image

by twenty beautiful

ones

because

I loved them

all of them

and the others ?

we were one

one in purpose

standing our ground

finding

our universe

Ok

the story?

it is a fable

actually

You should

do it

walk on fire

just for

the hell of it

I did

it is cool

period

مکمل کرنا٬ ختم ک

peace and love be with you

my conquering

brothers and sisters

forever

amen

doulos

 

 

Precious

Granite is hard

gold is soft

diamonds harder

rubies and emeralds

soft

but they are all

precious,

coveted

man spends

inordinate lengths of time

finding them

he digs deep

searches wide

and conjures up

ways to create them

the most precious stones

are not diamonds

they are rubies and emeralds

the softer side

but diamonds

lasts longer

so where do I

find something,

so precious,

at all costs,

that I

must have

 it.

It is simple

it is not

the philosopher's stone

it is not

a mysterious

chemical concoction

it is in me

to find it

I have to dig deep

search wide

withstand

tremendous pressure

survive intense heat

for that is how

precious stones and metals

are formed

Dare to find it

dare to find yourself

then you will find

your purpose

then you will reach

the peak of success

and once attained

you will find serenity

you will find beauty

you will find

your creator

inside of you

I Salute you

you are brave

you are precious

peace and love

be with you

my kindred souls

brothers and sisters all

forever

amen

doulos

 

 Find

 84 dead

many maimed and injured

two orphans

Why?

They went searching

they went hoping

to be blessed

to be healed

to worship

to seek God's favour

they used their recourses

gave freely

with open hands

had expectations

believed

the man

Nigeria is far

he is one man

we are 7 billion plus

and then death

heartache

soul searching

anger

who do you trust?

I have a secret

I shall share

freely

 u r the miracle

u r the answer

u r the healing

u have

everything

you ever needed

right within you

it is there

just find it

and you will find

God

within you

and once u

discover

the secret

you will

shine

and others

will be attracted

because

they will

recognise

it

peace and love be with you

my brothers and sisters

may your souls be blessed

 and comforted

forever

amen

doulos

 

Why

 

 

Tha Sophat suckles milk from a cow in Nokor Pheas village

, Nokor Chum district in Siem Reap September 11, 2011

Image by: STRINGER/CAMBODIA / Reuters

There are three things

which are too wonderful

 for me,

Four which

 I do not understand:

A child asks why

a hundred

times

and we try

to answer

yet we

often wonder

who created

The Creator?

Do Celestial beings

evolve?

what happens

after death?

be amazed

be mesmerised

be awed

we know

we have

forgotten

it was lost

with

our innocence

when we

stopped

believing

in the miracle

we are

see the beauty

surrounding you

experience

the love

of angels

be enveloped

in the majesty

of the universe

be one

with The one

you belong

all things

will

aspire

to

realise

your desire

when you

love

your origin

be in harmony

vibrate in unison

understand

a man's way

with

a maiden

you can

peace and love be with you

my brothers and sister

forever

amen

doulos

 

 Bully

 I was scared
to fight
to love
to lead
This subject\
hurts deep
now we
can judge
I shall not
just name them
recent ones
and their
victims
ANC-Voters
Dalai Llama
investors
Gerrie Nel-Oscar
Oscar-Reeva
TB Joshua-Believers
Nigeria-Girls
Church victims
IS-Christians
brethren
and I
can carry on
the list is
endless
the weak
the vulnerable
the poor
the sick
the destitute
minorities
every one
that does not
"fit in"
"agree"
"conform"
"unable"
are the
targets
of bullies
you know
if you are
if you are guilty
I beseech you
Stop
alternatively
I warn you
Karma
awaits you
Peace and love be with you
my brothers and sisters
forever
Amen
doulos